My *guess* (and I'm not part of the medical community), is that once sufficient time has elapsed since your last use of anti-depressants, you will be eligible for a waiver. I've heard of it happening, though I'm not familiar with the details. Best advice I can offer is to be persistent, and not to take "no" for an answer before talking to the proper folks.....in your case this would probably be the medical folks who make decisions about this kind of thing. Not sure if this would be disqualifying for general application to a commissioning program, but you should look into it.